Most recent photo of Shantel and me.
All throughout Grade 8 till the beginning of Grade 10, I admired Shantel from a distance. Though yes we crossed paths and always seemed to have a couple of classes together, we had only ever briefly exchanged conversation. She was one of those girls which you stare at if they sit in front of you in class, memorizing every lock on her hair, though never really uttering one word to her. Not saying Shantel is unapproachable though, no way hoooosaaay. That girlie can make any stranger or newbie feel so welcomed and loved it's worth muttering under your breath: "Dangit I wish I had her charisma!"
It's true though, Shantel always had this aura about her I gazed from afar, (Sorry if this sounds like a love story, me pining and loving her from far away). A confident, a joyful zest for life is something I think everyone notices first in her! Oh and her height. Which I love. Whilst perhaps it may be something she is insecure about, the graceful way she carries herself, the way she fills a room is always something that makes me want to reach over and hug. Moving away from my first impressions of Shantel, and without making this sound like I'm lesbian (lesibhonest), I'm going to try recollect my feeble memories on my second impressions of this girlie.
I entered Grade 10 Science with a bit of disappointment, realizing not only were school rules changed and Grade 10s were forced to complete a full year of a combination of chem, bio and physics, none of my close friends were in my class. There was Matthew and Raymond, but boys will be boys and I could already foresee a semester of dully watching them play Tetris on their classpads. I had heard Ms Valdivia call out Shantel's name on the roll every lesson for the first week of school, but for some reason Shantel never turned up to class. I wondered for a while until I heard she was still off holidaying in Taiwan. The day she came back though, she chose to plop herself down in the empty seat next to me, with her floral pencilcase (later on she would tell me she had heckled for it in Taiwan at a bargain price), proceeded to open her beautiful notebook and print carefully in her print-type writing the date. She was just so intriguing.
Our first real conversation:
"Hey. I like your earrings."
"Oh... thank you." I replied in concealed shock.
Then a few days later,
"WOW WHY IS YOUR SKIRT SO SHORT JOANNE."
I have no idea how our friendship blossomed after that. It seemed to be derived from a mutual love for Kelly Clarkson, meaningful lyrics and smiles. She gave me a fresh outtake on life, and I was always amazed at the stories she would tell me (back when she was a reckless young teen of course.) that would leave me with my jaws open. I still remember clearly the day she rocked up late to class, and showed me her spontaneous freshly pierced helix piercing. Or the day she sauntered in with a small inkling on her hand: "H<3S" (back when she was in love with Harry Styles). She was so friendly, genuine and open; and when I needed help the most, she embraced me with open arms.
So thank you Telly. Thanks for your amazing friendship, loyalty and sweaty hands. Without you I would never have someone who corrected my flaws, encourages me with beautiful hugs, and inspires me to be a better person. You are so beautiful.
I'm sorry that this post turned out to be sappy and boring when it was meant to be funny and entertaining. Sometimes I forget I AM SAH LEWSE.
I should get back to maths now I reckon.
p.s I named my cactus Telly because cactuses remind me of Shantel and hopefully now that I've named my cactus after her, I would take care of her better because who wouldn't want Shantel to live.